She at least, could only bring herself to say a little more about it. But she wouldn't hold it against him, when he meant well. He was only worried about her, as he always was. "He would always tell me that...there was no escaping from the Order. But I still tried. Every day, every chance I had... until..." She paused. "They.. tied me down. Kept me strapped to my bed so I couldn't run; I couldn't get free no matter how much I tried." She glanced down.

"And then one day... Komui was there by my bed. He told me he'd joined them, that he'd stay in the Order so we could still be together." He gave up everything just so they could still be a family. "And because he was here... because he sacrificed his dreams, and wishes for me... I stopped running away."

A shake of her head, "He changed so much about the way the Order was run... but that man, I ... every time I see him..." She'd feel that old fear again. She'd flee, previously to Kanda's room, while today she ..fled to Allen's.