She didn't blame him though - it wasn't his fault his father was the douchiest douche that ever douched a douche. She let out a soft breath, trying to muster a smile for him, "I don't want our time together to be like this. I want it to be happy, like we were before." She murmured, reaching up to cover his hand with her own. God, she's drowning in in his love and she would drown over and over again just to see his face.