She could feel Sharon's hands on her shoulders, and struggled to ger herself under control again, even as she heard Rean say her name. Stop being selfish Alisa - she struggled visibly against a fresh slew of sobs, forcing herself to let go of him and taking a few deep breaths.

Why did it have to hurt so much? It hurt more any any injury she took in battle. She quickly rubbed at her eyes, brushing away the tears as she whispered a hoarse, "I know.. I know you have to go." She sniffled once more and gave a deep sigh, "I... I can do this..." She took a step backwards with Sharon holding her shoulders reassuringly. Because Alisa felt like pulling forward and latching onto Rean again, as if it could keep him from leaving. "This isn't goodbye.." She just didn't know WHEN She'd see him again.