midnightstar | How it should have happened!

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lenalee

How it should have happened!

"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.

This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.

Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.

No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.

So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.

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Lenalee relaxed a bit more, leaning into the feel of his hand, "And yours is mine. Always." She smiled softly, before her gaze dropped for a second to think about how to phrase her request. "I want to always make you happy, Allen." She gently brushed her fingers up against his hair, "It's..I want to be able to give everything of myself to you." She smiled, "And I want you to be able to have me every way you or I can think of.."

Oh he could tell she was beating around the bush a little. But rather than call Lenalee out on that, he just gently cradled her body while smiling back at her with all of the love contained within his heart.

"Of course~ Just as I want the same for you~"

She was ABSOLUTELY 100% beating around the bush, and she knew he had to have picked up on that. Still it's an awkward topic to approach for her! "So.. do you think.. you would want to make love to me.. holding me down?" It's a hurdle and she could just barely suppress that knot of tension that the memory of being tied down in the past brought up. But she wanted to get past that, and who better to help her than her lover, right? Maybe it was the wrong approach?

Oh...Oh wow. So that was what this was about. His eyes widen for a moment before a flicker of concern passes over his eyes but then he leans forward and presses his forehead to hers in a comforting soothing way.

"If you're sure you want to try that, I am willing to help. Just promise me one thing. Tell me right away if you can't bear it. The last thing I would want in this world is to truly hurt you. I already did that once when I left you behind and not a day went by when I didn't regret that deep down."

Lenalee watched his face carefully, almost worried for a second for her suggestion. Silly her. How could she ever think Allen, her future husband, would be anything but supportive of that? Feeling him press his forehead to hers felt like an even more intimate gesture than before - perhaps due to the conversation - and she let out a soft sigh, closing her eyes as she cuddled close to him.

"I.. I think a little at a time.." It'd no doubt be some doing before she was able to focus on anything but that moment of feeling trapped and panicked, but at least with him helping, it would be a step in the right direction? "I promise," she murmured, pressing a grateful kiss to his cheek, "Thank you, Allen."

Allen could see the relief in her eyes though the faint shadow of hesitation was still there. She wanted to be held down but there were ways to differentiate himself from her trauma and Allen would do just that. Though there was one detail that had to be cleared up first.

"Do you...want to try here or wait until we're off the train?" Not necessarily right now of course. Allen would not rush Lenalee with this.

Specifically, she wanted to be held down by him - or at the very least, she wanted that to be an option for him. Better to try to get used to the idea early right? And she trusted him more than anyone in the world, not to frighten or hurt her intentionally.

Still the question brought an embarrassed little blush to her cheeks, glad he brought it up all the same. "I.. can we wait..?" She was definitely not ready to try this NOW, but when they were safely tucked away at an inn or something, ..maybe she could take the first step then.

Allen chuckled with nothing but overflowing love and fondness at that shy reaction. So he opted to answer with actions before words by leaning over to kiss Lenalee lovingly on the lips yet again.

" I can agree with that, my love~"

Lenalee smiled, holding him close as she leaned into the kiss, following it up with another tender kiss before murmuring her words in a soft purr, ".. you spoil me so much, Allen~" not that she minded in the least of course, and she always looked for ways to spoil him in return. Though she was going to quickly fall into the pit of being cuddled by Allen and unable to stop. How terrible, whatever will they do!

"That's because in my eyes you deserve everything to world has to offer and then even more on top of that~" Allen smiled back before he slowly rolled his hips up against her even while they were still joined together.

Lenalee nuzzled against him, claiming another kiss from him before letting out a soft hum of pleasure when he moved. He must have sensed she was recovered enough from her breather. She purred softly, "Then will you do something for me...?" she murmured in a softer voice, sliding her arms closer around him as she rolled her hips slowly to meet his.

Oh he knew the signs but he also wasn't going to start going as hard again, instead he slowly coaxed her to if she felt up for more and if not, just cuddling until sleep finally took them was more than wonderful enough.

"Anything~"

If the conversation hadn't detoured briefly into a serious topic, she might have asked him to show her his 'wild' side without holding back. But she was in a much different mood than the ravenous one. Although cuddling till they fell asleep sounded delightful too that was more of a perfect end to what she had in mind.

She chuckled at him agreeing so quickly, before nuzzling closer to his ear, "Make love to me here on the bed.. so we can fall asleep in each others arms for our last night on the train?" The poor bed probably needed a break, and not to be broken, which .. amazingly it hadn't been with what they've been doing so far.

Allen's smile turned sultry again but rather than let passion take over he pushed up close and trailed kisses away from her lips and onto her neck as he moved them so she was underneath him again.

"I can't think of a more perfect way to wrap up this night~"

Oh that sultry smile - really any smile of his - could melt her insides and just made her want to never let go of him. Lenalee gave him yet another of her special Allen-only smiles, shifting her arms only slightly to tighten around him when he rolled them over. "Neither can I," she smiled, nuzzling her cheek aginst his, tilting her head just slightly more to let him reach further along her neck as he liked. Letting out a deliriously happy sigh at the light kisses, before she pressed her body lightly against his, her palms smoothing over his back, not digging in, but just treating him with numerous tender caresses. "I love you, so, so much~" she purred against his ear.

Allen nuzzled back into her as his body rose and fell in slow smooth motions that had Lenalee wrapping herself around him as much as she could manage.

"I will never tire of hearing you say those words." Allen confessed with a soft chuckle before he lowered his mouth down to her neck and trailed lower until he was kissing the swell of her breast with such fondness and adoration.

Lenalee giggled softly herself, letting her voice stay at an intimately soft level of whisper as best she could- though even that was broken with a barely suppressed sharp moan when she slipped. Shivering a little instead, she let out another low purr, feeling his kisses wander lower, "..s.. so then shall...mmh, I keep saying...how much I love you..all night long?" She teased. That was barely even a challenge, really.

"I mean I can definitely think of less enjoyable lullabies~" Allen chuckled since she was still so playful even when going at it in such a slow and intimate manner, the sheets getting crumpled up by either his or Lenalee's hand since one never left his hair because...well he clearly didn't want it to.

Lenalee chuckled herself at that, "I love you, Allen~" she murmured in a playful tone, that slowly grew more affectionate and sultry the more she whispered the words to him, rolling her hips against his with a firm hold of his hair, "I love you~" She really meant she'd keep saying it, too. When she wasn't stealing kisses from him when he was in reach, or nuzzling into his hair or pressing into his body, she never missed a beat to purr those words for him.

"Mmmmm yes~ I love...I love you so much as well, Lenalee. More than anything mmmm else in this world~" Allen answered back as they slowly started moving JUST a fraction faster though his hips kept undulating smoothly against Lenalee's marveling in how amazing of a fit they were in intimate moments like this.

Feeling his body under her fingers just made Lenalee feel giddy, especially when she ran her hands over the areas that were newly scratched. And seeing Allen's face when they were together like this made her heart beat even faster and her flushed face get moreso. She had to commend herself for not trying to get Allen even more riled up, but she curled her arms around him more tightly to pull him closer, with an affectionate, possessive "My precious Allen~" More precious than anyone or anything in this world. She smiled lightly before using her hand in his hair to tug his head against hers, claiming his lips in a series of kisses, her hips rolling into him with a low moan against his mouth.

His hips never stopped that slow roll like the lazy way waves lapped at a beach while his lips and tongue tangled and wrestled with Lenalee's while slowly losing breath from the slow burn passion that they were obviously building up towards this time.

"Be it wild and unbridled or slow loving like this, being intimate with you is such an addiction to me~"

It was probably a good thing they needed to get off the train tomorrow, Lenalee could easily see herself spending even longer in bed with him, cuddling and chatting, or making love, or reading or eating. Just as long as it was with him, in his arms. Notably she was breathless when she spoke again, grinning up at him, "..are you reading my mind now?" She teased, her soft moans coming more frequently in moans for him.

Allen was in pretty much the same boat though he wasn't as excited to get off since traveling with Lenalee was enough to make him wish this could be a longer train ride.

"I wouldn't know~ Am I?" He asks with a cheeky smile out f the corner of his lips.

Lenalee grinned, easing her grip on his hair for a second, massaging her fingers against his scalp, "Mm, I think you are," she purred, nuzzling into him again, "Gods.. I never want to stop feeling you like this~ you feel.. so amazing, my love. My incredible lover, Allen~"

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