Lenalee Lee (
windwaltz) wrote in
midnightstar2019-08-20 06:49 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
How it should have happened!
"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.
This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.
Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.
No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.
So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.
This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.
Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.
No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.
So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.
no subject
"HAfh - you.. you don't have to hold back with those things when we're together though." She reminded him, "I want.. you to be able to let go with me, the way I do with you."
no subject
"Letting go with you, is far from hard for the current me, Lenalee~" Allen purred his hold over her hands still keeping her pinned and defenseless for the most part underneath him.
"I have dreamed of pinning you down like this and having my way with you far more often than you'd expect me to."
no subject
no subject
"Really~ Cause it feels like this is the only way I can fully spoil you without you trying to return the favor~" Oh no she fell into his trap all along!
no subject
But GASP! So that was the trick of his! "How mean -" she laughed, "Ia...ah, I'm just...going to have to.. to return the favor with you~" WHere was she going to get a rope strong enough to hold him though?
no subject
no subject
She's... not going to be able to move for days is she?
"I.. Mmgh, I didn't... have any idea.." She she shivered, half shifting her body to let him reach more areas to touch with his free hand, "..just how much this was ... going to drive me insane.." She chuckled a little weakly. Because she also wouldn't have it any other way.
Even if she were able to use her hands- dear lord they'd be like a pair of frenzied lovers who hadn't seen each other in years.
no subject
"You say that but I've rarely seen a more blissful smile on your lips~" Allen murmured, his gaze softening back to that of a lover rather than a predator facing his lovely prey.
no subject
no subject
"After all there is definitely a rush to having you under me like this. A dangerous rush that is going to become highly addicting I can already tell."
no subject
"Maybe I do want you to do it more." She teased, then paused, almost surprised at herself. To think in the past, being in a position like this would have filled her with panic and terror, but she wasn't even thinking anything unpleasant with him. Far from it - she couldn't free her hands, sure, but Allen took up so much of her thoughts, she couldn't think of anything else. But she did want to get used to these situations with him anyway.
If her hands were actually TIED she would probably have a different opinion. "As much as I want to for you.. I want you to take me .. claim me as yours so much I can't think of anything else~"
no subject
Something about saying it so bluntly made Allen tremble with excitement as he fully drank deep of the wonderful sight underneath him.
"I'll strive to grant you that wish to the fullest extent you can imagine then~"
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
"I love it when you show me just how much power those legs have like this." He purred as he smoothed his hand from her wrist and instead grabbing hers outright as he pinned it down harder against the bedsheets.
"You're mine and you will forever BE mine~"
no subject
no subject
"To be able to do this and so much more, All day. Just you and I~" Allen growled, that possessive streak only further reinforces than before.
no subject
no subject
"Sing for me~" He demanded, clearly still the one in charge even locked between her legs like this.
no subject
no subject
"Is ngh this just what you wanted? No of course not. Because I want so much more myself~ There's no way you wouldn't want that too~"
no subject
She was in complete agreement at least. She wanted more with him - so much more she regretted they even needed to rest. Would they even have the time to experience all that they wanted? Because she was completely okay with spending the rest of her life loving him and /still/ needing more.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)