It did feel colder. Colder and lonelier. She pulled a blanket up around her body, shivering into it slightly. It's not the first time she felt lonely, hearing the laughter and chatter of other people around her - but with this group she felt it more keenly. Especially Alphen.. she was sure he was getting tired of her distance - who wouldn't in his shoes? She was really doing herself no favors at this point - though what other alternative did she have? Trust was not something she gave easily. Especially over something so vital.