She shook her head, "I don't ..want to.. so don't let me forget....or take it back.." Not that she thought she would ever take it back - not with as much as they've done thus far. And she definitely didn't regret any of it. The strained, almost desperate tone of voice given, "Alphen.. I c.. I can't take any more- !" She had a PRETTY good feeling she knew what that feeling building up inside of her was, based on what she'd read, and she hoped he'd pick up on the urgency in her voice - that unspoken wish to reach that pinnacle with her.