Lenalee Lee (
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How it should have happened!
"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.
This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.
Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.
No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.
So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.
This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.
Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.
No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.
So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.
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"Really. Saying things like that and expecting me to let you rest? Isn't that just being unreasonable?"
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"I really could not think of a more perfect lover than you, Lenalee~"
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"I'm happy that you said that," she murmured, "You're always holding yourself back when we're intimate.. I thought maybe I wasn't doing enough for you to make you feel even half as good as you make me feel."
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"That is impossible. When just seeing you smile makes my heart do flips, how could I not feel good when we're together like this?" Allen pointed out before he reached around and grabbed hold of her hips to emphasize as he drove into her a little deeper from another angle.
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"Mmmm if this was a perfect world I would love nothing more than to have that happen~ Hearing you like that would be a dream come true~ Lenalee~" He just had to be ruthless and call her name oh so sweetly on top of it all.
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"Fly with me then~ Now and forever~"
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"You...there are no words that do you justice for how wonderful you were~"
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"That's fine by me. Just rest in my arms for as long as you desire~"
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"Yours and yours alone. I would never dream of belonging to anyone else but the most wonderful woman in this whole world~"
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"My body is your canvas~ my lovely miss Walker~"
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Speaking of, she nuzzled his cheek, "... in.... in all seriousness, Allen..." Lenalee hesitated a moment, "There is something I want to be able to do for you, but I.. can't do it alone. Would you help me?"
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"I would help you no matter what. I told you before. Your happiness is my happiness~"
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