midnightstar | How it should have happened!

"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.

This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.

Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.

No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.

So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.

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Lenalee gave a delighted little giggle before hugging him tightly, "That makes me happy to hear..because hearing you call my name when we're intimate sounds so..amazing I can't properly describe it.." She leaned her head against his shoulder and let out a blissful sigh, "Just that I want more.. and I want to hear more..and be with you more and more." His lap was incredibly cozy so hopefully he didn't mind her claiming it as her spot for now..and forever. "I need a breather!" she announced after a moment, giving him a cheeky 'you wear me out but Im -so happy-' grin.

He reveled in that closeness and love. Allen could not help falling for Lenalee more and more. As if they both would just trade swiping off the lines from the other. Instead his tight but comforting embrace, wrapped around Lenalee.

"That's fine by me. Just rest in my arms for as long as you desire~"

She shivered slightly, not from cold, but just from pure happiness, "I love you so SO much," she nuzzled against his cheek, pressing a kiss against a corner of his lips before settling in against him with a happy sigh. "Are you sure it won't be uncomfortable?" Having to sit in one position for however long she needed her breather? His legs might go numb. But she didn't feel like she wanted to move anyway - at least not very far. She could compromise and shift her position if he wanted though.

Allen chuckled and pressed his lips to her temple before lightly playing his hands through her long flowing hair. "I would never be uncomfortable as long as I am with you." Allen purred so softly, loving it so much just being able to feel that precious heartbeat against his chest while his arms held her so close.

Lenalee nuzzled against him, content to bask in the warmth of his arms and the afterglow, "My Allen.." She sighed blissfully, letting her body relax into him so she could get her second wind. She might need it -- no, she definitely would need it with her ravenous lover. Ah, and her own desire for him for that matter. It was pretty telling since she spent the 'downtime' trading tender loving kisses with him.

Tender loving butterfly kisses were the best tonic for Allen and he indulged in it all too keenly.

"Yours and yours alone. I would never dream of belonging to anyone else but the most wonderful woman in this whole world~"

Lenalee grinned, claiming his lips with a longer kiss at those words, burying her face against his shoulder for a second to take a few long breaths. "I wouldn't let anyone else have you anyway," she huffed possessively. "Even if I have to cover every inch of your body with kisses.. and scratches..and bites.." She punctuated the last with a sharp nip at his ear.

He knew what that feeling was aimed at. After all Road did KISS him first without his consent. He had a feeling Lenalee would absolutely never forgive Road for that but Allen would rather she forget about it since he certainly didn't see anything special about that.

"My body is your canvas~ my lovely miss Walker~"

She definitely wouldn't forgive Road for it - the only mercy was that Lenalee kissed him first, but still, that another girl dared to put her lips on what belonged to Lenalee was something unforgiveable. "Hmhmhm, maybe we should hold off on that till we move from the train." Then they can traumatiz-er, endanger the inn with the aura of cute sexiness that is the Walker couple.

Speaking of, she nuzzled his cheek, "... in.... in all seriousness, Allen..." Lenalee hesitated a moment, "There is something I want to be able to do for you, but I.. can't do it alone. Would you help me?"

Honestly the thought of the two of them being the Walker couple, filled him with more joy than he ever imagined possible. Allen closed his eyes with a smile for a moment before he nipped at her ear before he fell back with a cheeky smirk that slipped a little when he saw that hesitation from Lenalee. He softened that smile and gently put one hand against Lenalee's cheek.

"I would help you no matter what. I told you before. Your happiness is my happiness~"

Lenalee relaxed a bit more, leaning into the feel of his hand, "And yours is mine. Always." She smiled softly, before her gaze dropped for a second to think about how to phrase her request. "I want to always make you happy, Allen." She gently brushed her fingers up against his hair, "It's..I want to be able to give everything of myself to you." She smiled, "And I want you to be able to have me every way you or I can think of.."

Oh he could tell she was beating around the bush a little. But rather than call Lenalee out on that, he just gently cradled her body while smiling back at her with all of the love contained within his heart.

"Of course~ Just as I want the same for you~"

She was ABSOLUTELY 100% beating around the bush, and she knew he had to have picked up on that. Still it's an awkward topic to approach for her! "So.. do you think.. you would want to make love to me.. holding me down?" It's a hurdle and she could just barely suppress that knot of tension that the memory of being tied down in the past brought up. But she wanted to get past that, and who better to help her than her lover, right? Maybe it was the wrong approach?

Oh...Oh wow. So that was what this was about. His eyes widen for a moment before a flicker of concern passes over his eyes but then he leans forward and presses his forehead to hers in a comforting soothing way.

"If you're sure you want to try that, I am willing to help. Just promise me one thing. Tell me right away if you can't bear it. The last thing I would want in this world is to truly hurt you. I already did that once when I left you behind and not a day went by when I didn't regret that deep down."

Lenalee watched his face carefully, almost worried for a second for her suggestion. Silly her. How could she ever think Allen, her future husband, would be anything but supportive of that? Feeling him press his forehead to hers felt like an even more intimate gesture than before - perhaps due to the conversation - and she let out a soft sigh, closing her eyes as she cuddled close to him.

"I.. I think a little at a time.." It'd no doubt be some doing before she was able to focus on anything but that moment of feeling trapped and panicked, but at least with him helping, it would be a step in the right direction? "I promise," she murmured, pressing a grateful kiss to his cheek, "Thank you, Allen."

Allen could see the relief in her eyes though the faint shadow of hesitation was still there. She wanted to be held down but there were ways to differentiate himself from her trauma and Allen would do just that. Though there was one detail that had to be cleared up first.

"Do you...want to try here or wait until we're off the train?" Not necessarily right now of course. Allen would not rush Lenalee with this.

Specifically, she wanted to be held down by him - or at the very least, she wanted that to be an option for him. Better to try to get used to the idea early right? And she trusted him more than anyone in the world, not to frighten or hurt her intentionally.

Still the question brought an embarrassed little blush to her cheeks, glad he brought it up all the same. "I.. can we wait..?" She was definitely not ready to try this NOW, but when they were safely tucked away at an inn or something, ..maybe she could take the first step then.

Allen chuckled with nothing but overflowing love and fondness at that shy reaction. So he opted to answer with actions before words by leaning over to kiss Lenalee lovingly on the lips yet again.

" I can agree with that, my love~"

Lenalee smiled, holding him close as she leaned into the kiss, following it up with another tender kiss before murmuring her words in a soft purr, ".. you spoil me so much, Allen~" not that she minded in the least of course, and she always looked for ways to spoil him in return. Though she was going to quickly fall into the pit of being cuddled by Allen and unable to stop. How terrible, whatever will they do!

"That's because in my eyes you deserve everything to world has to offer and then even more on top of that~" Allen smiled back before he slowly rolled his hips up against her even while they were still joined together.

Lenalee nuzzled against him, claiming another kiss from him before letting out a soft hum of pleasure when he moved. He must have sensed she was recovered enough from her breather. She purred softly, "Then will you do something for me...?" she murmured in a softer voice, sliding her arms closer around him as she rolled her hips slowly to meet his.

Oh he knew the signs but he also wasn't going to start going as hard again, instead he slowly coaxed her to if she felt up for more and if not, just cuddling until sleep finally took them was more than wonderful enough.

"Anything~"

If the conversation hadn't detoured briefly into a serious topic, she might have asked him to show her his 'wild' side without holding back. But she was in a much different mood than the ravenous one. Although cuddling till they fell asleep sounded delightful too that was more of a perfect end to what she had in mind.

She chuckled at him agreeing so quickly, before nuzzling closer to his ear, "Make love to me here on the bed.. so we can fall asleep in each others arms for our last night on the train?" The poor bed probably needed a break, and not to be broken, which .. amazingly it hadn't been with what they've been doing so far.

Allen's smile turned sultry again but rather than let passion take over he pushed up close and trailed kisses away from her lips and onto her neck as he moved them so she was underneath him again.

"I can't think of a more perfect way to wrap up this night~"

Oh that sultry smile - really any smile of his - could melt her insides and just made her want to never let go of him. Lenalee gave him yet another of her special Allen-only smiles, shifting her arms only slightly to tighten around him when he rolled them over. "Neither can I," she smiled, nuzzling her cheek aginst his, tilting her head just slightly more to let him reach further along her neck as he liked. Letting out a deliriously happy sigh at the light kisses, before she pressed her body lightly against his, her palms smoothing over his back, not digging in, but just treating him with numerous tender caresses. "I love you, so, so much~" she purred against his ear.