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Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore ([personal profile] silentsuffering) wrote in [community profile] midnightstar2021-10-12 08:53 pm

Shionne and Alphen in Menancia

They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-02 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
"W-Well....for right now we could...try some of the other things you read about. Anything at all." Again his knowledge in mattress dancing techniques was hearsay and imagination. SO she had the absolute advantage which was why he was coming to her for advice on what to do next~

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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-06 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
What she asked for turned out to be so endearingly innocent he was for a moment genuinely surprised before smiling back with such warmth and adoration before he nuzzled his way into a kiss. A short but oh so loving one.

"Of course~ Leave it to me."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-06 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
There she goes again underestimating his feelings and her own natural charms. Alphen took a moment to admire that bare back now fully revealed to his eyes since her long hair was out of the way. He had to fight the temptation to just lean down and run a trail of fiery kisses down her neck and back. No massage first, pleasure after.

He shook his head to get those intrusive thoughts under control and then cracked his knuckles and fingers properly before putting them right behind her shoulders to knead and squeeze at the first knots he'd perceived.

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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-06 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
She was so effortlessly distracting but then he didn't want her to stop voicing her feelings either so Alphen found himself clawing at his own resolve to keep going. By some miracle he only occasionally found himself holding still before resuming to massage another part of her back always finding the most tense spots and loosening them so expertly that nothing but relief and a comfortable warm feeling was left in their wake.

"I really should have done this for you so much sooner. All this tension..."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-06 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Alphen shook his head. "I could technically before my helmet came off completely. But that's neither here nor there. I'm with you now and I will be sure to get you to have massages like this on the regular. I won't let you neglect your body like this going forward." He was absolutely serious.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-11 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
"As long as it is comforting for you that's all I could ask for." Well no that wasn't quite right anymore but he was going to slowly lead her into the true desires outcome. Because seeing her relax while making those enticing sounds with her voice was having quite the effect on Alphen.

"I love seeing you happy and comfortable. That's been a thing almost since they day we met." Well more accurately since the day she started treating him on a more cooperative footing.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-11 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not kidding. Seeing you hurt or sad made me angry and frustrated in that order." Frustrated because he didn't quite know how to cheer her up being a slave for most of his life as far as he remembered. Plus there weren't many women in the slave pits either and most of them didn't interact with the miners either.

"You were someone truly new in a monotonous life I thought I could only endure until the day my strength would fail me or I end up pissing off the wrong guard."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-11 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
He chuckled softly at the variety of sounds he was getting out of Shionne right now. He could feel the way her tension was just seeping out of her body now and that put a smile on his lips as he continue his work and the chat in the interim.

"I thought it was that myself. But in hindsight I can't think of any other explanation that makes things connect properly."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-11 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Feeling almost instinctively that she was going down memory lane into some of the darker parts of their shared past, Alphen stopped his massage and rested his body on top of hers as he wrapped his arms around her in a tight but comforting embrace. No untoward thoughts behind it just being there to chase away those less than happy memories.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-11 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
"I couldn't tell you. I just felt like you needed this." Some things just defied words or reason. His feelings and his close attunement to Shionne seemed to be one of those things and now that the two of them had taken the big step in their relationship, the number of things he would be second guessing himself over before acting had dwindled to an immense degree.

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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-12 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Alphen smiled adoringly into her cheek just nuzzling closer when she held him tighter. He would always be her anchor. Her sanctuary. Because he felt like that was the best role in the world. That being with her was the main source of joy in his life even over fancy weapons.

"Every night and every day. If you need me I will be there. I swear it." He smiled softly and pressed his lips to her neck again.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-12 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Ohhh that was quite the statement to just let slip like that but Alphen's heart still did a slight metaphorical loop. Alphen closed his eyes and leaned in closer still...

"I'm here. I'm always here, Shionne. Every day. Every night." he murmured softly tracing a kiss down her neck with each one as his hold on her body grew more....intimate. He had no intention of stopping this small burn if she didn't speak up against it.

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