Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore (
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Shionne and Alphen in Menancia
They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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"Of course~ Leave it to me."
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He shook his head to get those intrusive thoughts under control and then cracked his knuckles and fingers properly before putting them right behind her shoulders to knead and squeeze at the first knots he'd perceived.
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"I really should have done this for you so much sooner. All this tension..."
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"I love seeing you happy and comfortable. That's been a thing almost since they day we met." Well more accurately since the day she started treating him on a more cooperative footing.
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"You were someone truly new in a monotonous life I thought I could only endure until the day my strength would fail me or I end up pissing off the wrong guard."
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"That's why you got as angry as you did in Niez.." More of a confirmation than question - she's had that conversation with him before. "..at the time I thought it was just because we were companions.. allies.. party members and not...mmgh.." Give her a second, she almost melted under his hands there.
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"I thought it was that myself. But in hindsight I can't think of any other explanation that makes things connect properly."
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Nevermind the way he screamed her name when she fell - she's done it too. And when they were attacked by Vholran and she thought .. oof. That was perhaps the most terrifying part of her journey with them.
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"Every night and every day. If you need me I will be there. I swear it." He smiled softly and pressed his lips to her neck again.
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OHGOD did she actually just whisper that? He didn't hear it right..? He must not -- but he certinaly heard that soft noise that slipped out after that feel of his lips against her neck. Ggh, why did that make her so -weak-?
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"I'm here. I'm always here, Shionne. Every day. Every night." he murmured softly tracing a kiss down her neck with each one as his hold on her body grew more....intimate. He had no intention of stopping this small burn if she didn't speak up against it.
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