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Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore ([personal profile] silentsuffering) wrote in [community profile] midnightstar2021-10-12 08:53 pm

Shionne and Alphen in Menancia

They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
He held her a little tighter as he allowed Shionne to just immerse herself in the song that was his life and his love for her with his heart as the leading instrument of it all.

"It probably would." He chuckled. Though if she actually went forward with teasing him in that way be it hair down or hair up in a ponytail, she might discover he was even more insatiable and ravenous than she realized.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
Alphen had a feeling she wouldn't mind terribly getting pulled away for at the very least a steamy make out session if not going all the way. Because Alphen already knew just sitting with her by the campfire was going to always end up with them touching in one way or another since they would have the chance to do so.

"It's so comfortable I don't think I'll be able to rest at the campfire without you in my lap in the future."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
If Alphen could purr like a cat, well all he could do was look as close to that comfortable with her touch. Especially how he leaned into her touch with such loving and to an extent innocent longing. He was absolutely starved for any kind of touch she could offer. Not just for the intimacy of it either.

"Such high praise~ Guess I won't have to worry about you having a seat anywhere else hwne we're together then~"
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
It was just as much for her sake as it was for his really. HE wanted her to touch and feel as much as possible. Though a more selfish part of him wanted to hoard all those touches to himself really. He couldn't help it. That was the one speck of selfishness he couldn't quite grow out of.

"I was hoping you wouldn't but I didn't want to take that choice away from you no matter how much I love having you like this."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
The words were already a perfect combo as they painted a series of images in his mind that Alphen was an absolute fan of but then she played with his hair like that and he leaned in closer still.

"I think I can handle that challenge~ Though you should also be ready to be on the receiving end of pretty much the same too."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Oh that sounded like a challenge but then he'd see if it was one when they got around to it. For now though he was feeling far more amorous than lustful so he nuzzled and kissed her back as he curled up around her like a protective shell.

"I...don't believe it's strange. And I'm fine with being strange if that's not the case." Because he'd rather be strange with Shionne than normal and without her. He could not see his life without her in it at this point.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Then you're finally catching up to me." Since he had felt those butterflies since the first time she actually sat with him at the fire instead of as far as possible from everyone else. Really it was amazing what hindsight told him when he factored in all those moments.

"That's because to us, that's always been the normal. The life that we both really wanted deep down for each other~"
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
" I know. Those thorns are the main reason I didn't grab you by the hand more often. Not because it hurt me but because of the face you made whenever we touched and how fussy you got over me being hurt by it even though it really didn't hurt." He wasn't accusing her with those words. Just putting his own perspective of those moments on the table.

"It only got worse though after I brought you back." Because now he could still feel pain but the longing to touch her had grown even more intense.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
"It's all real." He swore to her softly as his fingers tangled together lovingly and he pressed a kiss to her fingers again as he just lingered in this blissful moment despite the slightly heavy memories down in the past.

"it did but it's not like it actually was damaging me." As far as he knew anyway. Still he gave an apologetic smile and pecked her cheek before continuing.

"I'm not belittling your concern for me even back then. It was just a little frustrating when all I wanted was to be as close to you as I could be."

"I know. I saw the look in your eyes both times." WHen he first recoiled in pain as well as when he saved her from the curse itself when reunited.

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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-30 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
But he was free now. Even more importantly Shionne herself was free of that shadow that had dominated her life for so very long. So they would have ample time to catch up on all the cuddling and more passionate things they had yearned to do all this time.

"!!!" Oh. Oh that was a very suspicious flinch and pause there before he seemed to avoid her eyes. Because....yes...that had felt surprisingly good to have her so enraptured in the moment she actually tugged on his hair and dragged lines down his back.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-31 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't exactly shame that made him look away. Shyness and maybe a hint of awkwardness given saying out loud that he liked it when she lightly hurt him had certain...connotations. Of course she smoothed that right over with her words and actions and he looked back into her eyes again as he leaned in close.

"If it's the bites or the scratches and hair pulling. Those are are the best..."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-31 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
That was another reason. SHe seemed just fine doing all of those things before he just admitted to liking it. Still having her nuzzle and purr like that against him was doing a real number on his desires and mind as he lightly tilted her back while kissing her much more passionately than she had done.

"And you? What part do you like me to do the most~?" Since she had gotten that much out of him he was going to even the board a little.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-12-31 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Gods she made even the most basic motion and act so beautiful and entrancing. Alphen would have no problem at all if she were even to slip into slumber while holding onto him like this. Her answer on the other hand was way more vague than his own. A dangerous fact indeed.

"Hmmmm when you put it like that it just makes me want to explore and touch you in more and more new places right now~"

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