Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore (
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Shionne and Alphen in Menancia
They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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"It probably would." He chuckled. Though if she actually went forward with teasing him in that way be it hair down or hair up in a ponytail, she might discover he was even more insatiable and ravenous than she realized.
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WIth him hugging her tighter, it was hard not to snuggle into him all cozy and warm, and she lazily pulled a blanket over the both of them, pressing a light kiss to his jaw, "Hmmm, it's so comfortable like this, don't you think..?"
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"It's so comfortable I don't think I'll be able to rest at the campfire without you in my lap in the future."
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"Such high praise~ Guess I won't have to worry about you having a seat anywhere else hwne we're together then~"
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"I was hoping you wouldn't but I didn't want to take that choice away from you no matter how much I love having you like this."
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"I think I can handle that challenge~ Though you should also be ready to be on the receiving end of pretty much the same too."
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"I...don't believe it's strange. And I'm fine with being strange if that's not the case." Because he'd rather be strange with Shionne than normal and without her. He could not see his life without her in it at this point.
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"But when I think about it that way it doesn't really *feel* strange..." hell, this sometimes didn't feel real to her. If she didn't feel his arms wrapped around her she'd think she was dreaming.
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"That's because to us, that's always been the normal. The life that we both really wanted deep down for each other~"
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"It only got worse though after I brought you back." Because now he could still feel pain but the longing to touch her had grown even more intense.
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"it did but it's not like it actually was damaging me." As far as he knew anyway. Still he gave an apologetic smile and pecked her cheek before continuing.
"I'm not belittling your concern for me even back then. It was just a little frustrating when all I wanted was to be as close to you as I could be."
"I know. I saw the look in your eyes both times." WHen he first recoiled in pain as well as when he saved her from the curse itself when reunited.
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Her smile faltered briefly at the reminder of when she actually did hurt him back when Vohlran kidnapped her, and she heaved a sigh, burying her face against him. She didn't want to hink about that - even though she was the one who brought it up. "Yeah... now though, I don't have to worry about hurting you." She snugged her arms around him more securely, "Unless you want me to?" By which of course she means through bites, scratches and hairtugs.
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"!!!" Oh. Oh that was a very suspicious flinch and pause there before he seemed to avoid her eyes. Because....yes...that had felt surprisingly good to have her so enraptured in the moment she actually tugged on his hair and dragged lines down his back.
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"If it's the bites or the scratches and hair pulling. Those are are the best..."
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"And you? What part do you like me to do the most~?" Since she had gotten that much out of him he was going to even the board a little.
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"Hmmmm when you put it like that it just makes me want to explore and touch you in more and more new places right now~"
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Evil. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Nooooot sorry at all.
Good, I don't want you to be :D
Then I will continue to be so~
Just as keikaku :D
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