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Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore ([personal profile] silentsuffering) wrote in [community profile] midnightstar2021-10-12 08:53 pm

Shionne and Alphen in Menancia

They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-10-22 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Alphen had dreams and fantasies of that nature before. Yet he did not dare to expect that they would come true ever yet alone so soon. Hopefully Shionne would not misinterpret his stunned silence as he looked at her smooth soft skin that almost beckoned his touch with how lovely it looked.

"This is..." Beautiful felt like too weak of a word for what he felt right now.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-10-22 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
"I was trying to think of a word for your beauty...just couldn't find one. I might have to ask Dohalim for some advice later or maybe he has a book of poems he can lend me." Leave it to Alphen to think of trying such a direct approach for such a challenge.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-10-22 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
"No I'm being serious." He said grabbing her hand and putting it on his chest where his heart was pounding something fierce. And wow did she develop the ability to read his mind or the future? Because that was EXACTLY what he was going to do.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-22 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Like he'd forget anything related to her. Both the good and the bad. Though it was safe to say it was mostly all good and even the bad weren't too bad. Still knowing she could feel his pounding heart like that only excited him even more and he leaned into her hungry touches wanting her to feel even more of him after all. Since that look of wonder and awe on her face was so precious he would never deny anything that made her look like that.
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Doomed in the best way. As was Alphen who could not help but tilt his head to give her more neck to work on while his hands kept snagging on her dress, pulling at it and revealing patch after patch of enticing skin for him to explore later. Because Shionne's curiosity and desires were absolutely his priority.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-22 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Well Alphen liked the way it looked on her. Honestly even once their traveling days were over and they would not have to fight on a daily basis, he certainly would want to see her wear this dress from time to time. After all it was the outfit that made him really look at her and realize how beautiful she was.

HE chuckled at that mumble that made it past her lips and he nuzzled behind her ear for a brief moment...

"I am definitely feeling that heat. But it's a good one. One that won't hurt no matter what."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-22 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Well with her good looks she would find several other outfit to leave him speechless with. For example the dress she'd wear on their wedding day. Oh yes Alphen was very much thinking in that direction. He just hadn't outright popped the question just yet.

"I would love that quite a bit. But only if you're really okay with showing me more." Alphen said with a soft if still ever so slightly playful tone in his voice.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-22 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Alphen would still wait for the perfect moment. Because he did not want a single blemish on this memory of a joy that Shionne never believed she had the right to have.

Seeing more of her body slowly getting exposed to his eyes and touch was doing one hell of a number on him. IT was just her shoulders and then a little below that from this angle but the view was nothing shorto f heavenly and his silence spoke volumes of it before he found his words again.

"M-Much better. Though I could still go with having you closer too."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-23 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah...like that but only the start." Yes he would want more sooner rather than later and he was not going to be shy about that. Though such a fact was likely obvious from how closer and longingly his arms wrapped around Shionne in this moment. That smile. The things he would do to see that smile, to give her reason to make that smile. The list was endless and oh so heavily biased towards her rather than the world at large.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-23 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Over his dead body he'd let her be alone. Alphen knew how much she was owed by this world and he had easily decided to be the one to repay her with all of the interest. Even if it wasn't wholly selfless since just being with her in general made him so incredibly happy as well. So he was hardly selfless.

"That's funny. I was thinking the same thing just now. So much so I was thinking if you would smile even more if I start touching you everywhere else~"
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-23 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh? I think I'll just go and do that then~" Alphen chuckled and let his hand trail a caress along her back and shoulders as he pushed his own body up against her, the warmth of his body clearly conveying just how much he was looking forward to all of this. Though had they worn even less clothes she might have picked up on that desire and interest in much more detail.
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Alphen smiled back at her before he found himself leaning up to press his lips to her cheek and neck before falling back down to admire Shionne as she seemed to almost be glowing in his eyes.

"Well I want to feel your hands too. And I think I should say it now, you can pull my clothes away whenever you feel the need for it~"

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