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They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.

Date: 2022-12-01 02:53 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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"Then~ Ngh lets go together~" It would not go unvoiced for long. Because Alphen had done his best to make sure that they both had their peak at together to share in that mind shattering bliss that they were both so well overdue for. The world owed them so much and this moment of heaven was merely a fraction of the amount of happiness the two of them deserved.

Date: 2022-12-01 03:14 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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Considering he was the one who was aware he'd fallen for her first, no Alphen was surprisingly not dense about affairs pertaining to his own heart. Probably because he wore it on his sleeves really. Regardless everything just...ceased the moment the two of them hit that limit. His vision whited out almost everything other than Shionne as he pushed in as deep as she could take him only feeling that if he didn't do as much he would somehow ruin this moment before he felt that surge of heat race through him and then out into her as his hands just kept her pinned on top of him with no place to go even if she wanted.

Date: 2022-12-01 03:42 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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His hold had not grown any lighter even with the afterglow settling in over them both. Alphen gently ran his hands along her back as he just soaked in the moment and the sheer bliss of Shionne on top of him.

"You....are my world." He murmured in a daze.

Date: 2022-12-01 05:40 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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Alphen had a permanent smile etched on his lips even with that momentary drain that came from such an intense experience. Though he wasn't so worn out as to consider sleeping. Not when the beauty on top of him looked so incredibly tempting in his eyes right now.

"You were....so amazing. I'm just ngh glad I didn't disappoint~"

Date: 2022-12-02 12:47 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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Except it was not a dream but her brand new reality. Something that Alphen would thoroughly reinforce in her. Enthusiastically at that. Hopefully he wouldn't get distracted now whenever they were fighting monsters seeing her flaunt that flexibility and figure of hers as she blasts them to pieces with her rifle.

"Doesn't mean I'll stop giving you my very best though~"

Date: 2022-12-02 01:06 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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"That's because you deserve the very world itself~" Alphen insisted before ghosting another soft kiss across her lips while he nuzzled closer and closer still.

If she was at the risk of being distracted already then the rest of the night would guarantee that since he was not even close to feeling sleepy.

Date: 2022-12-02 01:49 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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Oh he'd be very much a fan of that move but for now he just wanted to bask in the moment and just admire the precious treasure he was so intimately entangled with right now. AT her remark he gives it a little thought before ultimately shrugging his shoulders.

"I don't know what else you could call me. Maybe you can go through the options if you really want something special?"

Date: 2022-12-02 01:57 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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For someone who spent so long in denial she was sure quick to come up with option. Alphen chuckled softly before tracing a kiss over her lips again.

"I feel quite warm and fuzzy hearing you attach darling but...it's not like I hate any of the other options either so why not just...switch them in and out as you feel is best?" Surely he was allowed to be that greedy.

Date: 2022-12-02 02:22 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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His reaction was a very palpable shudder and the look in his eyes turning more amorous and adoring before he pulled her by the hand to lay on top of him and their lips to meet with a kiss.

Date: 2022-12-02 02:43 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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"Mnnngh! Oh that is...think you could...maybe draw out the R a little longer when you say it?" Alphen's pick for first place was feeling increasingly justified with every moment and every time she spoke it. In that sweet precious and oh so lovely voice.

Date: 2022-12-02 02:47 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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"!!! Mhm Mhmhmhm ju-just like that." He nodded vigorously as much as he could while not breaking his lips for more than a split second because he would not give up those kisses just to speak his answer out loud. His body could convey it just fine anyway.

Date: 2022-12-02 02:56 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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"W-Well....for right now we could...try some of the other things you read about. Anything at all." Again his knowledge in mattress dancing techniques was hearsay and imagination. SO she had the absolute advantage which was why he was coming to her for advice on what to do next~

Date: 2022-12-06 01:18 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] painlesssuffering
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What she asked for turned out to be so endearingly innocent he was for a moment genuinely surprised before smiling back with such warmth and adoration before he nuzzled his way into a kiss. A short but oh so loving one.

"Of course~ Leave it to me."

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