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Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore ([personal profile] silentsuffering) wrote in [community profile] midnightstar2021-10-12 08:53 pm

Shionne and Alphen in Menancia

They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-23 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
Private was definitely differently defined for him. But Alphen did have one desire that he had kept to himself for so long, well before the world changing revelations.

"What about you sitting in my lap when we sit at the campfire at night?" Yes that was one of his deepest seated wishes really.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
His joy at that answer is palpable and his heart races a little quicker as she just keeps adding on ideas for when he would be allowed to hold her close. So much so he nods vigorously.

"I did say any time and any place you want me to." That was the key component. He always wanted to hold her. IT was a matter of her wanting it too.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
They were going to be so hard to be around after this day. But Alphen would not trade what they were setting up for anything in the world.

So he nodded with certainty despite his own very noticeable blush.

"Yes of course~ I'll say it again, Shionne. I want to be with you. ANy time and any place. I never want to leave your side."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
"I wouldn't even if you still had the curse. So imagine how much more firm that determination is now." ALphen answeerd proudly as he leaned up close to plant another soft peck against her lips while his body entrusted itself to her wandering hands that wanted to map him out completely.
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Given she may have read some more grown up novels for comfort in her later years she likely had and advantage regarding the direction things were going. As soon as she was brave enough to even consider the possibility of things playing out like that. Because Alphen was completely acting on instinct for his actions and his own heart for the words.

So when she tested his lips with her tongue, it was instinct that made him part them almost inviting her in to deepen the kiss to rock both their worlds.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
It was absolutely normal and to make sure she didn't have a sudden moment of hesitation when the impulse ebbed away into realization, his arms locked around her back to make sure she couldn't break the kiss until he allowed it. Because he knew her too well to not expect that fight or flight impulse to follow her moment of boldness.

At the same time his own tongue rolled out to meet hers and he hummed into the kiss to voice his own delight with how things were going.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Given how much she was in his mind and heart, it was little wonder he had learned so much about her even things she herself likely didn't realize. Given his priority was to give her all of the love she was owed and then some, he saw no unfairness in breaking the rules from time to time.

The two slowly lost themselves to passion and his own clothes were starting to get looser and more disheveled as he kept pressing into her body, feeling her so keenly with every fiber of his being as his tongue kept the deadlock with hers, not letting her break free yet.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
That got a surprised but pleased growl to rumble out of him, Alphen pushing a little deeper with his tongue while he savored her taste and warmth to the fullest extent while arching into her touch inviting more greed and hunger and passion from his beloved. More more more more seemed to be the silent message he was broadcasting in waves at her.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-24 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Every touch and sweep of her lips and tongue against his was making him so hungry. How could he not when this was the kind of touching that they both craved so badly, with such overwhelming intensity. Eventually the top of her dress had slipped almost past her elbows with the frenzy of caresses and pulling.

"Shionnne~" He purrs her name between kisses before renewing his lip lock with even greater passion on his side.
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-25 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
That look she gave him...was the most breathtakingly beautiful sight he had ever seen. So much so he gently reached up to rub his thumb against her cheek as he held it softly in the palm of his hand. "I should have said this a long time ago but doesn't mean I can't say it now and going forward. You are...the most beautiful woman I could ever have dreamed of."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-25 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Alphen...did not think she'd just come out and say it. There was no interpreting those words any other way than what they actually meant and if her hand had been on his chest she would have been able to easily feel it thumping even wilder in his chest.

"I..." Oh that was not a refusal of what she was offering. He was just struggling to come up with an answer that would be on par with what she was offering up. His eyes followed her hand and more of that exquisite body was revealed to his gaze as it grew hotter and hungrier to boot.

"I thought I would have to say it first..."
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[personal profile] painlesssuffering 2022-11-25 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh none of that. He doens't want to see her regretting those words. So he lightly turns her face so that she can only look him in the eyes.

"I want to. I want to more than anything in the world right now. Even though all I have in terms of experience is...my instinct about what to do next." After all before he got kidnapped by an alien race he was just a knight like any other. No real time for romance though he heard things from his less focused peers.

"The one thing I know for sure is that...there is no one I would ever want to give myself to completely than you."

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