midnightstar | How it should have happened!

"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.

This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.

Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.

No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.

So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.

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"Then I'm glad we're on the same page," Lenalee smiled more warmly, until he cut off any other attempt to tease him with that kiss - that kiss that could melt her with no effort whatsoever. Could and did, as she let out a soft purr and curled her arm around him to keep him as close as possible -- as if that was even an issue - but it did give her the opportunity to run her hand along his back, gently pressinng her nails against the skin as if to remind him of the scratches he would no doubt earn.

Scratches he would wear with proud even if most would never see them since his style of dress always would cover up his back. So if she wanted to make her claim clear she'd probably have to mark up his neck instead.

"Aren't we always, my love?"

He'd know they were there though. But yes, she had every intention of marking him as hers everywhere she could, "Mmhmmm," Lenalee purred back with a chuckle, "It really as if we are one mind..and one body. and one soul." she murmured against his neck, nuzzling against him with a light playful nip.

"Exactly and it couldn't feel any more right~" Allen smiled before letting his hand smooth over one of Lenalee's breasts while the other tugged her closer to him from the small of her back while giving her all the access to his neck she'd ever want.

Lenalee let out a soft squeal, shifting closer to him with a soft chuckle, "Mmmh, well said.." As he pulled her closer, she curled her arms around him and nuzzled closer, traces her lips gently over his neck with slow bites that gradually grew more assertive as she was given more freedom to nibble and assault her lover with kisses and bites.

Assertive Lenalee was best Lenalee if anyone were to ask Allen of his opinion on the matter. She always shone the most when she acted a little more selfishly. Which was rich coming from him who always put others before himself.

"I love you so much, Miss Walker~"

Lenalee would have had the same opinion, honestly. It was okay to be generous and selfless, sure but it was important to be a little selfish now and then too. And if that selfishness was over how much attention she wanted from him -- or vice versa -- she was more than willing to be selfish.

She let out a soft purr, nipping his neck at those words, "I love hearing you say that, Mr. Walker," she murmured, a bit giddily. She was definitely glad she had mentioned wanting to be Lenalee Walker one day now. It was still VERY far in the future, and still made her blush, but for situations like this it was.. perfect. "Because I love you just as much, my beloved."

The fact that they could easily enter a perpetual loop of selflessness that deserves more selfishness is just another reason why the two of them had ended up the way they had with one another.

"Then I will say it until the sun itself burns out form the sky." Allen promised with a delighted purr since he loved nothing more than making Lenalee be that happy that she just forgot herself and indulged in everything she could have with him.

Lenalee laughed, running her fingers along his sides and over his back, rewarding his devotion with her happy affections, nibbling along his neck and purring her soft whispers like he was the only person that existed in the world. And in a way he was. "Then it's good that'll never happen," she teased, fully intent on indulging with his touches and her own caresses. She wasn't going to be happy till she had her fill - and she never would have her fill.

Didn't that also mean she would never be happy? Not sure if Allen was a fan of that sudden revelation. But rathe than think on it, he just threw himself even deeper into the task of making his lovely Lenalee the happiest she always deserved to be.

"That's right. Because I would never let you go again."

Maybe it would be better to say she'd never be fully satisfied? "Oh Allen~~" She purred softly she hummed softly, "My darling Allen~" She pulled him closer, nuzzling under his chin and pressing another kiss along his neck, whispering, "I'll never let you go off on your own again, either." she murmured to him, tracing her fingers over his spine.

"I know you won't." Allen smiled softly before tightening his hold on Lenalee a little more as he settled her more firmly on top of him while he lightly rolled his hips up to meet hers all the while growing more drunk on her sheer presence and warmth.

Lenalee's smile warmed even more at the sight of his smile, letting out a soft purr, humming against his lips, "I love you so much, Allen." She sighed dreamily, "You make me so drunk on that smile of yours. I can't get enough~"

"Then you don't have to. Because as long as I have you with me, I 'll have a hard time not smiling." Allen promised with a gentle chucckle as he sealed her lips yet again while tugging her deeper into his lap.

Lenalee let out a soft sigh as she settled against him, practically molding her body against his, humming a happy purr against his lips, shifting her weight slightly to grind her hips against his. "Then I should make it impossible for you not to smile, instead of just a hard time." she teased his lips affectionate, "My happy Allen is best~"

"I think my Happy Lenalee is even better than that~" Honestly their sickeningly sweet back and forth cycle of love and cheesiness was enough to take up more than a single train car but them being concealed by the closed door and pulled curtains, Allen didn't even think of that for a moment as he kept rolling his hips and grinding his body against Lenalee's exquisite one.

Oh their sweet back and forth would blow out the windows of the cabin - but Lenalee let out a muted purr, letting out a soft sigh of satisfaction feeling his body pressed against hers, her hands wandering along his sides and over his body. Had the train started moving already? She couldn't tell honestly, she was lost in the happiness she felt being with him, and the eagerness she felt to be intimate with him, "You are~" she cooed playfully, knowing darn well they were trapping themselves in a 'You're more wonderful' 'no you are' 'no yooooooooou' loop, but she also didn't care.

"If I am wonderful then you are heavenly~" Allen had no problem diving into that loop of love and compliments that had quickly become the norm for him and Lenalee. Made even easier when he meant every single word of praise he lavished upon her.

Lenalee muffled a soft chuckle against his neck, "That's no fair, Allen," she playfully pouted, though she tilted her head a little to nip his ear harder, before tracing her finger up his chest to wander in small circles, "Saying something so .. impossible for me to top only makes me want to make you want me more~"

"You know me. I rarely play fair when I play to win~" Allen shamelessly purred in delight at the nipping from Lenalee while she just kept running her hands over his body in that exquisite way that made him feel more alive than ever.

"Maybe that's exactly what I want too~?"

Lenalee grinned, "But you've already 'won' me~" Did he still intend to play dirty? She of course had no problems with it - nuzzling his ear affectionately, "Then by that, I should take it as permission to touch you as much as I want, to make you want me even more?" She purred playfully.

"I never said you couldn't or that you shouldn't~" Allen would never discourage Lenalee's touch on him. It was something far too precious to give up on. Because it was in those moments that Allen felt the most alive and happy on a fundamental level.

Lenalee chuckled softly, nuzzling his lips affectionately, "That's good - because I don't think I could help myself anyway," she noted, rolling her hips against his as she brushed her hands over his chest, allowing only the -tiniest- bit of space between them so that she could reach as much as possible.

Allen groaned as he angled his body so that she would slot against him more exquisitely while allowing his own hands to roam over her body, tracing every delicious curve that he had savored since taking the plunge with Lenalee in their relationship.

Lenalee sighed the moment she felt his body against hers fit more perfectly, running her lips against his skin as she arched her back and curved her body to let him feel her fully, "I love you, Allen.." She purred softly, running her hands along the sides of his body and caressing his face in between kisses.