midnightstar | Shionne and Alphen in Menancia

They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.

Particularly Alphen.

It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.

It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.

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As long as it was with him, she told herself she could wait by his side as long as it took. Even if it was difficult to remind herself she couldn't reach out and comfort him when she wanted to, .. like now when she heard that sigh. Her hand curled into a fist briefly, remembering the conversation they had about what Alphen wanted to do when things were taken care of. "I'm sure someone will stand up for them.. Kisara maybe.." She wasn't really leader material on her own, but her nurturing nature would certainly help the people here. Dohalim would probably help - and at least he did know what he was doing as a leader. Even if he had done it initially for the wrong reasons.

The sentiment was plenty right now and he could easily tell Shionne was there for him even in this way just by being close. He didn't mope on that for too long though instead he leaned on the railing as he looked out at one of the lower levels.

"Honestly I think most people would probably be better off just moving to Dohalim's kingdom though I suppose there's the matter of whether they can accommodate that many would be refugees like that."

She moved to join him at the railing, leaning against it with a relaxed sigh. ".. it -is- a big city. Wasn't Dohalim recently talking making room for a huge fishing pond? There must be more space there than even we saw... and here... there are too many bad memories for everyone. I can't imagine anyone who knows its history would want to stay."

Especially those who remember everything they have done under the orders of Vohlran." Alphen agreed with a grimace before he shook his head not wanting to ruin the mood irreversibly. This was still such a mess even though it was a brief period of peace as they figured out where to go next given Vohlran was supposed to be the final lord and yet things only seemed to get even murkier after his defeat.

Shionne frowned quietly for a second. If not for her thorn situation, this would be..

"Let's talk about something else." She suggested suddenly. As for what... um... their party formation? No. New combat techniques? No. Food? ......... that was just going to make her hungry. His training..? Well... that was a possibility but then he was going to start focusing more on that than her and...she couldn't help but want his attention fully right now. "Um.."

Alphen was also thinking things were taking too serious of a turn so at a loss as to what to talk about next he went for something completely random. "What do you think the king and Queen must be doing right now?" yes he was talking about the owl royal pair.

"Uhwa.." Shionne glanced at him in surprise for a moment - how odd that she had been about to mention them herself. "O-oh.. Um. I'm sure they're fine. We still have a few more of their friends to find, but there were so many the last time we were there. I'll bet they're cheering us on while at the same time saying not to push ourselves overly much."

"The king's probably feeling a little regretful they have to put that kind of task on our shoulders too but we're the only ones who can carry it out so he's got not choice." Oh no they were once again channeling those two as if they were somehow the owl counterparts of Shionne and Alphen themselves.

Shionne rested her chin against her hand with a faint smile, "But I know they appreciate the help we've lent them. The Queen is always kind, she probably worries about us going into dangerous situations and wants us to remember that it's just as important that we take care of ourselves." Surely it was the Queen OWL she's speaking of right? Fortunately (or is it unfortunately?) the others weren't here to watch the two of them channel owls.

Alphen chuckled, the silliness of this all getting to him a little bit.

"Sound strangely familiar. Can't quite put my finger where and how." He totally was not implying anything o rat least it wasn't anything untoward.

Shionne glanced at him with a soft laugh of her own, "No?" ALL of the skepticism in her voice, though it at least wasn't accusatory. She had a feeling he /was/ implying something, but she couldn't call him on it. Or even poke him for it. "I can't help but agree with the Queen's thoughts though." Her friends were important to her, but Alphen had taken a place even higher than that.

"Oh I'm sure. After all they've been together for so long there's no way the king doesn't know what's going on in his queen's head by now." Really were they actually talking about the two owls or themselves. Alphen would NEVER tell same way Shionne would never tell. Sides not like there was anyone here to call them out on it. Well no one they knew anyway.

"Maybe... I'm sure she's grateful to have someone so dear to her heart to know her so well. There'd be fewer opportunities for misunderstandings - of course I'm sure in their earlier years there were plenty of those but the King's persistance and calm prevailed over the Queen's..stubbornness." Yep, they're definitely speculating on the owls. "I think I'm a little jealous."

"Well kings aren't born wise or patient so I think he probably learned just as much from her." Alphen chuckled befoer he heard Shionne's next words which in turn puzzled him slightly.

"Oh? Jealous you say?"

"Only a little," Shionne fidgeted a bit, "The Queen has had years to spend with her King after all, and they have that cozy little nest to s-" A pause as imagining sleeping in the same bed as Alphen makes her brain short out for a second. "Mmg.." She's fine, she's good, she's GRAND. "U-uh.. ne-nevermind."

"Hmmmm" He was giving her a very skeptical look since clearly he had not been dreaming that just now and she also looked awfully flustered all of a sudden.

"Well if it's something you can tell me eventually, you'll tell me." He shrugged his shoulders before looking around some more.

"Still have to find our way up to the top of this dreary castle."

Phew, spared. Shionne let out a soft sigh of relief, and straightened from the railing, glancing around, "There's probably another set of stairs -" Well duh. Though she hadn't been up this high before - probably a good thing, she might have tried to jump then. She turned to walk away, "Let's try this way." For some reason, she was extremely keen to see the highest view with him.

She THOUGHT she got away with it. Alphen would remember and bring it up again at a later date. Though seeing her smile and act so lively and excited for a change was a very welcome sight in Alphen's eyes.

"Sure maybe we'll get lucky~" He already did though. The moment she landed in that train cart he was helping stock up on the mining quota.

Shionne smiled warmly at him, "Are you hoping to see more owls?" She teased, glancing around the archway - aha, stairs! Hopefully they led all the way up, it was going to be exhausted running around the castle - the view really had best be incredible. "Over here, Alphen."

"Actually I already found two of them on the first day after we had our confrontation in the throne room." ALphen said with a small hint of pride before realizing that was so silly to be smug about and just coughed awkwardly just before she found the stairs.

"Oh great~ seems we got lucky and wandered in the right direction after all~"

"You did?" Shionne paused to give him a curious look, before breaking into soft laughter. She couldn't help it, he was so precious to her, that proud expression was charming. Though agh, she kept having the urge to take his arm or his hand, catching herself before she accidentally zapped him, and focused on keeping her hands to herself. For now. Once her curse was broken.. she focused on walking up the steps! Because letting her thoughts wander down THAT path were going to make her even more flustered, and Alphen was going to notice that. "I suppose in theory even if we'd gone in the other direction we would have found the steps going to the roof anyway - just on the opposite side."

That soft laugh was a treasure that Alphen had come to value more than anything else. He would continue to do so even once he gave her more chances and reasons to laugh like that every day. He would imagine such a future so easily as if it was only natural. Or maybe he just wished it to be so badly that he'd fooled himself. Regardless it didn't change his feelings towards Shionne.

"I guess so but it's not like the trip getting there wasn't enjoyable in of itself~":

Shionne smiled a little shyly, "..well, with you.. I've found more and more things to enjoy on this planet than I thought I would." By this point, they'd about reached the top of the stairs, their goal in sight. She almost slowed her steps, just so she could extend the conversation with Alphen a bit more.

She was being silly again. But then it was understandable so Alphen just stuck close to Shionne before they came to a stop at the sight of the celestial canvas above them.

"Wow. It really does feel so different when you're so high up from the ground." Alphen exclaimed before he instinctively reached out for her hand.

"It makes you feel small, doesn't it..?" Shionne agreed, a nostalgic but content smile on her lips. It was a shame such atrocities happened in this place, because it really did have some beautiful views. Although Shionne felt she wouldn't think that way if Alphen weren't with her. Unconsciously reaching for his hand as well - it stopped when she realized what she was doing, her gaze dropping to look at her hand. And then his own when it drifted near her hand - she wanted nothing more than to hold his hand, but she didn't want to hurt him either. The day she could touch him was too far away as far as she was concerned. "Alphen.." She murmured softly -- then shook her head, not sure what she wanted to say.