midnightstar | How it should have happened!

"If you do this, you won't be able to come back. They'll think of you as a traitor or a spy, the same as Allen." Komui had said. Well, she probably wouldn't be judged AS harshly as Allen, but it wouldn't look favorably on Lenalee if she up and abandoned the Order to chase after him. It was one thing to drag him back, but knowing what would wait for him if she did, she had no intention of doing so. And she had no intention of leaving his side once she found him either.

This... was not what she had dreamed of when she thought about the days of not being needed in the Order - when she and Allen could live together, even with Komui. But she didn't regret her decision. She did, however, worry about Komui once she left - because he would probably take the consequences for it. Sure he reassured her about it, that he would be fine - and that he would even follow as soon as he could, if he could -- lord knows they would be watching him like a /hawk/ if they didn't imprison him or something.

Was this really the right thing to do? Abandon her family for her love? Lenalee shook her head. Had to stop thinking like that. Komui was no fool, and he had his own allies there. He'd be fine.. besides, the dreams she had when she was able to sleep.. they worried her. frightened her, even.

No, that's a laugh. She hadn't been able to sleep properly since Allen took off. That's why she went out with the team to try and find them - but since they were called back, Lenalee couldnt help but disagree with the decision. Which is why she called her brother on a secure line and ..he already knew honestly. He knew she wouldn't agree to peacefully going back, after all she and Allen had been through.

So with her brother's blessing, reassurance and request that she convey his worries to Allen as well, Lenalee made an excuse that she needed to use the bathroom, and bolted the moment she was out of sight. Once she lost her pursuers, she would focus on searching for Allen properly. And pray (ha) she wasn't making a horrible mistake.

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"Ngh why wouldn't I be okay?" Allen had only hesitated because of how potent Lenalee was being to him. As if there could be nothing more crucial and precious in his eyes. The answer to that was that there really could not be anything more precious.

Lenalee shook her head with a soft smile, "I didn't want to do it too hard and accidentally hurt you." She nuzzled against him, nipping his ear again, much more gently, mouthing and nibbling his earlobe, letting her tongue sooth any sharper bites.

He leaned over to nip her back only top follow through with a soft lick to the same place he just bit.

"You would never hurt me. I was just so overwhelmed I froze for a moment. THat's all~"

Lenalee shuddered, letting out a soft purr as she nuzzled under his ear, "Promise?" being so overwhelmed he froze for a moment was certainly a positive though. Maybe she should do that more to get that reaction from him - it would certainly be a good way to return the favor of how much he had loved her earlier that morning.

Allen could almost see the gears turning in Lenalee's head and he reached out for her body again this time to press her flush down on top of him while hie kisses and nips turned more passionate the longer they spent time alone like this.

" I love you and I want to scream that for the world to hear."

Merp - as he pulled her flush against him, she shifted slightly into a more comfortable position, leaning into each kiss and returning each nip, her fingers curving into his hair. Though that declaration got a long pause from her as those gears turned, a slight blush touching her cheeks, before she took the plunge so to speak, uttering words she'd always kept to herself before. Leaning into him and pressing her lips to his ear as she whispered, "..then let's scream together." Oh that felt so embarrassing to say - and she would never have had the nerve to utter such words before, but with her newfound determination to not regret anything, it was a bit easier!

He didn't expect her to suggest that yet the moment she lets those words slip from her lips, Allen suddenly kissed her agian, his tongue pushing into her mouth with a hunger an dfervor unmatched by anything she had witnessed from him in the past.

"I like the way you think, my lovely Lenalee~"

She smiled softly, blushing the tiniest bit. "Allen~" Honestly, she was a little surprised at herself as well. About having the nerve to say something so bold! And then that sudden kiss, almost overwhelmed by how passionately and hungrily he kissed her. Her lips parted for him immediately, letting out a surprised moan before she curled her fingers into his hair, pushing into his kiss as that moan shifts into a deep purr.

He reached for Lenalee's leg and hooked it around his hip as he rolled up into her with his tongue tangling and coaxing Lenalee's into a kiss so passionate and ravenous, Allen almost felt like a different person. But this was still him just...more real and honest than ever before.

"You are ngh going to turn me into an insatiable beast with how perfect you are~"

It actually was her turn to be caught off guard with that kiss - but she didn't for a second doubt he was still himself. It was still dizzying and overhwelming and she pressed her hips against his in response to feeling him moving as well. When she had a moment to gasp for breath, she nipped his lips with a teasing smile, "You mean you aren't already..?" Oh the jokes - the silly former Exorcist had no idea that Allen had been holding himself back so much beforehand. And she thought he was fairly insatiable -before-.

"Oh so you already saw me like that did you?" Allen growled playfully before nipping Lenalee's lip as he pulled back from the kiss if only to let LEnalee catch her breath since he didn't want her getting overstimulated.

"I need you Lenalee. I always have."

Lenalee blushed fiercely, "W-well no-" Yes and no. Sometimes. Kinda. mostly yes. But he wasn't actually offended at least and she smiled as he drew back to let her catch her breath. She wrapped her arms around him more tightly, "I've wanted you and needed you by my side since the day I met you. Even before that...because it felt like I was missing something until I did meet you."

Allen felt beyond touched at those words and he nuzzled and kissed her neck again while he slowly but with clear demand started to roll his hips against hers, his body instinctively seeking hers out the more they spent time together like this.

"Until I met you, I never thought I would fall in love." He didn't think he deserved it nor did he want to risk endangering someone because of his affections.

Lenalee caught her breath, feeling him starting to move, leting out a soft moan, "Oh--" Just hearing him say he loved her just made her shiver with joy, even aside from those nuzzles and kisses --which were a definite weakness of hers, the way his ear was a weak point of his. She shifted on top of him in order to feel him more closely, "Neither did I.." Komui scared off anyone who even remotely looked at her that way until everyone had her on a pedestal like he did. Except Allen. Her dearest, precious treasure - her legs gently, firmly moved to rub against his as that instinctive desire to be one got her to moan his name against his ear.

Well that was certainly one thing he could be thankful to Komui for. Since who knows where he'd be now if Lenalee already had someone she loved this deeply. But that was another kind of dark future he would rather not think or imagine about.

"Lenalee. Oh my Lenalee~" He moaned and purred, her name a prayer greater than any he had offered to god itself. "I want you so badly."

Lenalee leaned in to press her lips to his in a deep kiss, "I'm yours - now and forever," she purred back, moving to position herself to take him in herself again, letting out a long moan against his skin, "Take me, my sweet Allen~" She purred , nipping his ear and rolling her hips against his.

"Am I still ngh so sweet when all I can think of right now is being one with you?" Even with everything going on around them both? Honestly to feel so good with her while things were the way they were. Was it truly allowed? Alen might overthink himself into a corner at the last second as he drew closer to Lenalee.

She didn't want to think about what was going on with things right now, but she definitely didn't want to overthink things - or for him to overthink things. She did feel a bit guilty (more than a bit, really) being with him like this with everything going to hell around him, but the alternative was unthinkable. And impossible. "... you're loved," she answered instead. "So very loved~"

Loved. Such a simple word and yet so powerful. So heavy. Allen paused for a moment before nodding with a soft chuckle aimed at himself. "I really am." And if someone like him could find love then maybe...maybe the future wasn't so dark.

He leaned forward and captured her lips again as he smoothly joined with Lenalee again, a sharp growl filtering into the kiss at the overhwelming sensation.

"Never doubt that," Lenalee smiled, "I will always love you, forever and ever." Even if the entire world turned against him, which ... in a way, it had. kinda. But she didn't say that, since it would break the mood - instead she parted her lips to return the kiss, moaning softly into his mouth as he joined with her again, her legs tightening instinctively against his body. Oh the sensation was never the same twice, and she marveled at that fact.

Those words. meant the world to Allen. More than he'd ever imagined they would and that promise gave him something to hold onto as well. His senses sparked into a blaze as he pushed into Lenalee, her legs forming a perfect lock around his hips.

"Ngh~My god I am just....so utterly addicted to you~"

She pressed her forehead against his with a moan as he pushed into her, legs locking as if she were trying to keep him inside of her forever. "Aa-h, yo.. you say that like.. like it's a bad thing," She teased, pushing herself closer to him, "I can't... can't bet he only one who wants you so much I can barely hold myself together."

"It could aaah never be." Allen shook his head before nudging his forehead against hers before he claimed her lips in a short and breathless kiss that left him wanting even more than ever before.

"I see~ Then you can be even wilder if aaah you want to~"

Lenalee smiled, nudging against him just as much, particularly when he claimed her lips for that kiss, "I m..may have no choice when its you," she had no other option but to be more and more wild with him, he just drew that part out of her so easily and quickly, "And so can you," she added, nipping the side of his neck and trailing her lips up to his ear.

"Then ngh it's a promise. Between my love and and me." Naturally the former refered to her since there would never be any one else he could love like this. Anyone else who would be let in so deep to his true self.

"I want to wear the mark of your passion~" He said encouraging her to go evne harder at his neck.