midnightstar

"Oh am I? Yet I don't get the feeling you want me to stop being this way." Maybe that dazed look in her eyes or the fact that he was definitely sustaining her upright no matter how he looked at it. Regardless it seemed the number he'd done on her had removed her ability to dance any longer.

Yeeeah, her legs were a bit too shaky to do any dancing for now- they were barely holding her weight. If he let go she would probably slump to the floor at this point. At his teasing comment, she smiled blissfully, shaking her head, ".. not on your life," she murmured dreamily, "I want you to keep being the way you are no matter what." Dangerously addictive side of him and all, as much for his sake as hers.

"for you, I'll try my best to do just that~" Rean answered softly before he stole another tender loving kiss from her lips. He then slowly brought them both to a stop before he nuzzles against her neck delibartely.

"Lets sit down, Shall we?"

Quite frankly, she was so warm and fuzzy from that swooning he could have suggested they learn to fly and jump out the windoiw and she wouldn't have batted an eye. "For you too." She murmured firmly, before making a soft meltyAlisa noise as she tilted her head to return the kiss, all but gurgling a soft purr at the deliberat nuzzle. "Mmmhmmm." He probably wasn't all that comfortable standing and holding her up like that after all.

She shook her head a little to try and clear up the dazed fuzziness and pulled back a bit, giving him a soft smile as she gripped his hand and lead him over to sit on the couch.

Rean smiled and gladly followed after Alisa. To be frank he would have had no problem in being the one to carry her over to the couch. Though unknown to Alisa, Rean was thinking of making that couch their final stop for the night, disregarding the notion of retreating back to their respective rooms.

Dang, she missed an opportunity there! But gasp, how devious. What if Sharon came home and found them snuggled up on the couch, sleeping in each other's arms!

Alisa padded over to the couch and with a sigh, seated herself, glancing over for Rean to join her. Though she was kind of debating getting up when he sat down, so that she could sit more comfortably and in his lap. "So what do you think for our first ...date?" yay she managed to say it. And yes, first. She intended on finding -- no, making time for many more.

In this instance, he could not care less if SHaron found them. He did not want to part from Alisa tonight. SO he would keep looking for excuses to stay with her right there. And as for claiming his lap for herself well it might help when he tugs her into place like that while looping his arms around her from behind while he rested his head atop her shoulder.

"Mmmm it made me realize what I have been really missing out on." He answered with low purr.

To be fair, knowing he would have to leave sometime tomorrow, Alisa didn't want to part from Rean either. And he surprises her once again, this time by reading her mind in what she wanted most.

That said s he squeaks a bit when he pulled her into his lap and seemed to trap her in place. "Ice cream...?" She asked with a teasing smile, shifting into a comfortable lounge as she nuzzled his temple.

Rean chuckled and snuggle up even closer to Alisa just soaking in her presence entirely while he held his beloved so comfortably it was clear he would not be letting go soon.

"Mmmm that too but mostly everything about the dates themselves~"

And yet Alisa still had no clue he had no intention of retiring to his own room. She could certainly tell he didn't plan on letting go but they still had cuddletime available to them.

She smiled at the response, nuzzling into him more with a soft sigh, "I can understand that." She brushed her lips against his temple and cheek, "I've certainly been missing you.. but I never knew just how much. Until tonight."

He was keeping his intent masked for now. Though likely not as well as he believed he was. For now though Rean was quite content to just keep things like this.

"Yeah. I missed heairng you at all even through the ARCUS but this just made me realize how much I've wanted to actually touch you and feel you like this~"

"It doesn't help that sometimes the connection on the ARCUS isn't the greatest...sometimes I can't even hear -" She stops, glancing at him again, a slow blush rising in her cheeks, "Rean..." That was pretty blatant! But she couldn't judge because she wanted the same - to hold him, to touch him and never part from him.

Yes it was blatant and in this instance he could not care less. It was spoken from the heart and hearing her cut off like that only prompted him to slowly lean forward to press those lips against the redness in her cheek.

She exhales softly at the tender kiss to her cheek, her surprised expression melting into a soft smile, slightly turning to wrap her arms around him and nuzzle his neck, "I feel the same way. All I want is to feel you hold me and never let go." She tightens her arms around him a little more, pressing her lips against his cheek lightly as well.

He can do that much for her tonight. Rean couldn't help it any other time but as long as they had time together he could do that much for her even if it would end up hurting them both.

"Then....stay with me tonight?"

And boy was it going to hurt them. Even so, she would embrace that pain, because the alternative - keeping her distance from him emotionally and physically - was impossible and unthinkable.

Her face grew even more red at the question, and her hesitation is more from the surprise and embarrassment than reluctance. When her brain reboots and she can process the question properly, she still blushes, but she gives him a slow, shy nod, "... I'll stay with you tonight." Because it'll be their last night together for a while.

Having her say yes lifted one of the biggest stones he had been carrying in the pit of his stomach since embracing the fact that yes he wanted to stay with her forever if it was possible.

"Thank you. Alisa." Rean murmured softly, much more gentle of a whisper than anything he'd said before.

She let out a soft, breathy laugh as she buried her face against him. Partly to stay close, and partly so he couldn't see the forced smile, "Dummy," she whispered back. "As if you're the only one who wants to stay close." She tucked herself more into him at that, tightly, "I want to be close to you too. More than anything." It hurt that she couldn't, in the long run, but at least in moments like this, precious and fleeting, she could hold him in her arms and pretend he was fully 'hers'.

That smile would have hurt so it was a very wise move on her part ot hide it from him this time. That being said he could hardly blame her. Rean slowly squeezed Alisa against his chest while he nuzzled at her neck.

"Being loved by you, it's the greatest honor in my heart to poses~"

Hearing him say things so full of love and sincerity - it both hurt and made her feel so unbelivably happy, "..and I always will love you." she vowed, nuzzling against him at the same time as she felt him nuzzling her neck, "Nothing will ever change that...you're so precious to me." He was so full of compassion - even worrying about her when their separation would hurt him just as much, if not more.

The closeness helped at least, and eventually she did relax more into him, holding him tightly, "I love you, Rean." She murmured in a soft, earnest whisper.

Maybe he focused on her own future pain because he had become so accustomed to his own suffering. Regardless he was not thinking about that no matter what at thie moment in time. Because Alisa was aabsolutely his world right now.

"I love you too, Alisa. My Alisa~"

That was very likely. Be that as it may, hearing him call her 'his' Alisa brought a smile to her face as she tilted her head a little to look at him. "...I like that. Hearing you say that.." it was true. SHe was his, now and forever. She wondered if it would make him feel as overjoyed if she said similar, actually .. which is why she brought a hand up to gently pet the side of his face, "..my Rean."

His entire frame shuddered when he heard those soft two wordss. Hers. His heart had always belonged to Alia but to hear her say it out loud...THe absolute joy that surged out of Rean was simply imposible to contain. To the point his eyes were growing misty eyed.

"A-ALisa...."

Oh no, no Rean don't do that, she was doing so well at keeping herself composed. "Rean..." She leaned forward, leaaning forward and brushing her lips against his cheeks and along the corner of his lips, "My Rean.. I love you so, so much." She murmured, her voice cracking a little. She was trying so hard not to think about him leaving, but the more she was with him the more she was reminded of what little time they had left.

He managed to push those tears back but only by burying his face againt her neck and shoulder. He certainly didn't expect it to hurt this much when he was tricked off of the train the other day. And yet...yet he wouldn't change that for anything right now. A true paradox of heart ache and happiness.

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