Shionne Vymer Imeris Daymore (
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Shionne and Alphen in Menancia
They've all come a long way since Calaglia, both in terms of distance and... other things. Things Shionne was forcing herself not to acknowledge. Because what would the point be to acknowledge those thoughts when she couldn't act on them - when at the end of this journey, she had no future? Ah... but that was something she hadn't - couldn't - tell the others, who she's begun thinking of as more than just 'tools'.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
Particularly Alphen.
It was the hardest to think of him when she knew how much she was keeping from him. Much to her frustration, however, the group had decided to take a break for a little while since Shionne's pace had been pushing the others quite a lot - and they did just gain two new companions. Shionne was avoiding them as much as possible, deciding to go for a walk through the city almost...baffled by how accepting the Dahnans and Renans were.
It was ... nice. But it felt so alien to her, at the same time.
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Law, still amused by Rinwell's attempts to push him out, finally stepped to a side - right as RInwell was shoving forward, which caused her to yelp in surprise and fall forward into the next room - and at Dohalim and Kisara's feet.
"Ah, Rinwell, are you all right?" Kisara's voice was heard from the other room, answered by a menacing growl from Rinwell.
Law, who had been about to help Rinwell up, immediately had a 'what did *I* do look on his face, glancing first to Dohalim for help. The troll in their party however, merely pointed to the door, helpfully. Implying that Law should get while the getting was good. He poked his head into the room next, where Shionne was already distancing herself from Alphen - grudgingly - and Alphen was sitting. "It'll be Rinwell's turn to cook tonight - any requests?"
Shionne glanced over her shoulder towards Alphen, then back to Dohalim. "Anything with meat is fine. Let the others know not too get too comfortable, we'll probably be moving out tomorrow." She sighed, wrapping her arms around herself.
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"You know me. As long as it's got spice I'll eat anything." He answered as well. At least his demeanor towards Dohalim and Kisara seemed a little softer and less knife behind his back.
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Shionne, catching only the cheeky humming, gave Alphen a confused, if awkward glance. "..what was that about?"
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"Beats me. I doubt it's anything we need to worry about though. It's Dohalim. Aside from us and Kisara he's the most reliable of the group."
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She didn't want to take back what they had shared. She didn't want to apologize either. "...never mind." Sometimes it was probably best not to say anything at all, right?
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"Still it's nice. Being able to just sit in a room like this together."
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Ah, but if she indulged in that again...
"I... suppose that's true.." She took a tiny step closer, looking elsewhere beceause obviously it wasn't intentional. She's just wandering! "I've never really thought about it as a necessity before..but Rinwell and Law both seem to appreciate the rest after everything." Rinwell was still hiding something, and Law was still grieving in his way.
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"Those two really are more alike than they realize." He agreed with a sigh. For one they were both always running around on energy that seemed endless. Especially when Rinwell was chasing after Law.
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"Hm? You don't think so? For one Rinwell is very quick to answer any of his teasing or mistakes with force. Be it her fist or her magic. While Law actually cares in his own way about this group more than he's likely capable to properly convey."
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She picked up a little potpourri rappig doll, absently squishing it to let out a bit of the fragrance, before putting it down again. "I suppose I haven't really noticed." Well that was untrue - she did tend to watch them interacting with amusement - and a tiny bit of jealousy.
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"Anyway that's just how I see it and I am sure they'd both deny my claims to the bitter end."
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"It's a little troubling how much of myself I see in him though." Alphen admitted with a sigh. After all he was older. [if only he knew by how much in actuality] "Still. Both them and everyone else. They're good people. Naturally that includes you too, Shionne." Yeah they might have done some questionable things or mistakes in the past. But deep down to their core, they were good people. Some of the best even.
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His hand immediately turns to take hold of hers too when he feels her touch. The crackling for him was never a problem and he was not about to make it on.
"Though I also know he saw something in you too." After all the amount of trust he actually put in Shionne despite the frustrations of some of his own was nothing to joke about. Alphen was sure he had seen the same thing Alphen had. After all he was the wiser man of the two of them.
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She sighed instead, a thumb gently brushing over his hand, "..maybe he did. He ..was a mant hat was far more insightful than I thought he was originally." He certainly called Shionne out when she tried hiding what she truly felt.
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